Grace: My Chains are Gone!

As many of you have read, (especially from last nights post), my family is really struggling. My oldest son, who is ex US Army, heard a noise the other night and ran outside with a loaded .45 cal. hand gun. (I fired it once at a range with him years ago, it had quite the kick!). He was alerted to something, or he jumped up when he heard a noise, and we're not really sure if it was a PTSD related incident or not? I don't think it was, but still? Kinda scary? Like I said in the post below, it's very difficult to talk to my kids right now, and I really believe it's Jesus separating my family. "From now on there will be five in one family divided against each other, three against two and two against three." (Luke 12:52). That's exactly what's goin on! There are six of us! Four are standing up against me and my son! 

However, I do truly believe that what is stated in Acts 16:29-31 is true as well, that all one must do is believe on the Lord Jesus Christ, and they will be saved, they and their household! That applies to EVERY CHRISTIAN ON THE PLANET, BUT WE DON'T ACT LIKE IT!

"Even now, declares the Lord, return to me with all your heart, with fasting and weeping and mourning." (Joel 2:12). 

My husband is a good provider, although he has no patience for me, and obviously no longer loves me. We'll have been married 30 years on October 27, 2015. Our kids are 29, 27, 25 and 22. 

They're all sleep walking! They need to be awakened! I don't want to leave here without them! God has promised in His Word that they will be saved with me, so I can't stop praying now, can I? No. I can't, and neither can you!

Like I said in my post "Don't Give Up," we don't get to stop praying, we don't get to stop reading His Word and we don't get to stop praising Him, in whatever circumstance we are in and we especially DON'T GET TO GIVE UP!

 Yes, I go through ups and downs, but most of us do! There's no difference! 

Please pray for my family and I will pray for yours? Message me @BeABarnabus on Twitter or Email Me Here!. 

I am here for you, and will commit to praying for you! We're so near to God right now, it's freaking me out! He keeps coming to my rescue, emotionally lifting me as I pray, and I can hear Him in my ears constantly! It's kind of scaring me, but it's also a relief! I want to go home, so badly, I hurt so much, I just want to jump into the Lord's lap and say "Abba, Daddy, please make it stop hurting?" When Jesus comes, I can see an outline of Him, He is HERE! I can feel it! I have felt the brush of Angels wings tonight! He is protecting me! 

I know the devil is out there and whenever he tries to plant a thought in my head, he stutters! MY GOD STUTTERS NOT!!! WHEN HE SPEAKS, IT IS FLUID! WHEN IT'S THE DEVIL, MASQUERADING AS AN ANGEL OF LIGHT, HE STUTTERS! 

I think I know how the Apostles felt when the boat was on the waves in the storm, and they saw Jesus coming towards them? They probably thought it was a ghost, because the pigs he sent the demons into that went off the cliff had gone into that water! They were SCARED! It's a reverential HOLY KIND OF FEAR? 

God never stutters! When you hear Him? You KNOW IT'S HIM!

Thank you Lord, that I Know that I know that I KNOW THAT I AM SAVED!

HALLELUJAH TO THE LAMB OF GOD, WHO TAKES AWAY THE SINS OF THE WORLD! FALL ON YOUR KNEES AND WORSHIP HIM NOW, WORSHIP AT HIS HOLY FEET, WHERE THE NAILS WERE! HE IS THERE FOR YOU! DO NOT PASS UP THIS MOMENT, THIS CHANCE TO FEEL HIS HOLY PRESENCE!

"Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound, that saved a wretch like me. I once was lost, but now I'm found, was blind but now I see!" John Newton

Thank You Jesus! My chains have fallen off! It's like Acts 16:29-31 is happening in this very room right now! Praise You Jesus! I will Lift You High! 

You oh Lord, are "my refuge and my strength! A very present help in time of trouble!" (Psalm 46:1).

Thank You Lord Jesus! My Lord and My God!